I made it through the day without sobbing or even any actual tears. Loads of almost tears, but more of a bittersweet feeling than actual heartbreak.
The farm is so different without him. It's quieter.
We called him "The Princess" for a reason. Everything was always about Spider, and if it wasn't all about Spider he would find a way to make it all about him.
The farm is quieter, maybe because the spark has gone out.
I suppose we need to ignite that spark again. I don't know if I'm up to that yet, but I get a little closer every day.